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Desi Perkins

Desi Perkins

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    This is a long one....but it all needed to be said. I hope this video helps anyone that's going through something similar, and to know that you're not alone. I also hope this video educates anyone who doesn't know how pregnancy questions could affect someone who's dealt or dealing with a stillbirth, miscarriages, infertility & any other pregnancy complications.
    Extending all my love to all of those who are suffering. Know that I'm here with you ❤️

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    1. Allie Matilion

      My heart goes out to you, but deep down I know you will have a child. Patience my love ❤️😘

    2. Krystal Allen

      🙏Prayers of blessings to you and your family Desi ☮️💞🕉

    3. Juliette or whateva

      ❤️

    4. Elle Jay

      You might not see this comment, but I really hope you do. I know this might sound crazy, but I promise you wont have anything to lose by trying it. Go on a ketogenic diet, give it 2 to 4 months, even more if you can. and during those months keep trying. I don't wanna promise you that you will get pregnant but if there is a chance for you to get pregnant then this is it. You have no idea the amount of people who got pregnant on keto, some of them even while using protection, that's how fertile it makes you. If a women is menopausal, she starts getting her period again on keto. Please, just please try it. Research all these different stories of people who knew they could never have kids and yet they accidentally did on this diet. PLEASE please just try it, you wont lose anything, the diet alone is just pure amazing, and add to it insane fertility?? Jackpot!! Best of luck!

    5. kldruh

      would you adopt?

    6. Brittany Morgan

      I did the same thing to myself with 4 years with an old boyfriend.. things didn’t work out between us which maybe the reason I didn’t get pregnant.. the universe telling me it wasn’t the life for me.. years later I met my now fiancé and now I have two little boys 22 months apart.. I wish I could tell you that I know what your feeling and it’s all okay.. doesn’t help the inner battle I know.. we’re our own worst enemy sometimes.. but I have not a single doubt your miracle will happen.

    7. Shelby Lomont

      God works in mysterious ways. I keep convincing myself that I can’t get pregnant.. I was on the depo shot for 3 years & I don’t get how i’m not pregnant with my fiancé yet. I leave for the military in March & I want so bad to get pregnant & start a family once i’m stationed. I can’t wait to see him light up if I can tell him we’re having a baby. his dad was murdered when he was 5 & his mother gave him up at the age of 8. so he never had parents & I know he will be an amazing one. Steven & you are gonna be amazing parents & I pray y’all receive great news soon.

    8. Maitha Al Remeithi

      I hope you get blessed with the most adorable baby. You will get through it and I can't wait 'till I see your announcement video

    9. Erica Morales

      I miscarried 3 years ago, and were still struggling to conceive. It’s nice to have other people telling their stories, it’s nice to not feel alone. I hope you (and I) are able to be a mom soon. 😔❤️

    10. Frau KPunkt

      You will be fine! Don´t stress yourself! Big Hug!!! Kisses from germany! I´m sure you will have a beautiful family! Believe in yourself! Give youself time Secrets happen!!! Stay strong!!!

    11. Pamela Rodriguez

      Don’t give up hope ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    12. 1musclovr1

      Hi desi, I just stumbled on this post about wanting to have a family and get pregnant. I normally don’t comment on people’s videos, but I wanted to tell you that this moment I truely felt your pain and I uncontrollably prayed for you from the depth of my soul. I don’t get god sometimes. He gifts those people that truely don’t deserve this amazing gift but yet you, a person that really deserve it and would be an amazing mother are struggling getting pregnant. I am a very spiritual person and every night talk to god and thank him for all the amazing gifts I have in my life. I really prayed for you. I know deep in my soul that you will be gifted with a beautiful child in the upcoming year(god willing). Don’t give up. You deserve to be a mother and will be an amazing one. I watch your tutorials all the time and love your looks and truely think you are a gifted artist, however, what I see looking at you tells me you are the most genuine and real person. I am hopeful for you and will keep you in my prayers every night. I promise you will get pregnant. Mark my words... 2019 will be your year... this comes from the depth of my soul.. I prayed for my sister to get pregnant and she just celebrated her twins (boy and a girl) first birthday, yesterday, and mind you she is 47 years old. I feel this in my heart that god will listen to my prayers.. please just tell me when you do find out you are pregnant, because I want to prove that my prayers do come true.... I love you as a person and will keep you in my prayers

    13. BusyLizzy

      In Jesus name, let it be!! 🙏🏼

    14. Patel sandeep

      Patel

    15. Shumz

      It’s so true that everyone is battling something so please be kind. I can relate to this on so many levels for myself and for so many people in my life. Thank you so so much for addressing such a normal issue.

    16. Lauren Aleman

      My names Lauren and I've started following the Phil and Alex channel a couple going through journey of infertility and ivf . and I've been praying for them and now I'll start praying for you. 3 of my aunts had difficulties getting pregnant 1 aunt got pregnant right at 40 and had two miracle babies my 2 aunt couldn't get pregnant til about 43 and was able to have 1 miracle baby and lastly my 3rd aunt was able to find a wonderful surrogate to carry her miracle baby. As I told Phil and Alex. I've seen with my eyes those 3 beautiful miracle baby cousins of mine.miracle babies happen . sometimes babies just need help getting to you. I'm so beyond grateful that you have your brother and mom. My mom and I aren't close but my brother and I are. When I was younger we were enseparable.

    17. Megan Giles

      ♥️ that you have shared your story. This has helped me so much, in a way that makes me feel like I’m not alone. I have had a miscarriage as well and have always feared to have another one as it really breaks u! It will happen one day beautiful 😁 sending you, Stephen and your beautiful doggy’s love and light ♥️

    18. Amina Cherrine

      Lord I’ve been here before. I know this exact feeling. I pray that the Lord gives you and your husband a family. I Pray that your womb is opened and that this all happens in Gods timing. May Peace & Happiness overwhelm you.❤️

    19. Chrissy Moss

      My heart is breaking for you and your husband 😢😢. Hope is the one thing we all grab onto in adverse situations, keep grabbing. Multiple miscarriages would, maybe, indicate a physical problem but from all you have said it definitely sounds like a hormonal imbalance ie: ovulation. I speak from experience. I came to understand that the absence of pregnancies meant I could carry a child once my ovary hiccup was sorted. (Like you I had a miscarriage). It's such a soul destroying experience, I feel I cried for my history as you told your story. I am now a mum to 2 children. Children I was convinced I would never have. There's a huge age gap between them (wasn't plain sailing). Lice, light and happiness to you Desi xxx 💕xxx

    20. Alyssa Lucero

      Desi, I'm so sorry. I worked for fertility doctors for a couple years and it always broke my heart to hear couples' stories about how they couldn't get pregnant. You're not alone. I've seen some of the most miraculous things happen. Keeping you in my prayers❤️

    21. lafabricadebodas

      ♥️♥️♥️

    22. Crhisty Encarnacion

      Your are blessed. ❤️🙏

    23. shoppingbagtiffy

      Awwww. Desi we love you sooo much! **Hugs**

    24. MONA RAHMAN

      I am so sorry God please bless her with a child

    25. Aicha Sameer

      Omg this is so sad, you are so brave to even talk about it love you so much huge respect for you❤

    26. brightside 786

      Don’t lose hope, God bless you, trust His timing 🙏🏼♥️ don’t pressure yourself and stress, try and relax and focus on yourself and self care, it will be when it’s meant to be xxx

    27. Shakira Patel

      Girllll .. have patience it will defo happen for you... god is the best of planners and he will give you the gift at the right time hope you’re okay .. it’s all about the timing hun xx hope you feel better and I hope ppl can understand that it’s a very sensitive topic and I hope your video defo creates the awareness.. hopefully it goes threw to some people xx chin up take care

    28. Krena Singh

      ❤️

    29. Naila Basharat

      I will happen don’t stress about it. My husband and I tried for 4 years and went to fertility doctor we had 3 unsuccessful IUI cycles. Then we try for IVF and today I am 8.5 months pregnant. I feel you I can relate, you’re not alone. It will definitely happened when it meant to be. ♥️♥️ more power to you. Don’t terrify. Love you. Don’t listen to people and just be happy. Good luck with your treatment

    30. Astrid Verhulst

      To share a story like this in such a powerfully vulnerable way... wow. Rest assure that you'll have helped SO MANY people who are going through similar struggles. You are a true gem.

    31. Julie Schubert

      Buy bulk ovulation tests on Amazon and test two to three times a day. I couldn’t get pregnant until I did this. Turns out I would test positive for ovulation at night but by morning it would be negative. I was missing my window for five years!!!

    32. Brittany McDermott

      Thank you for sharing your story. You are so incredibly brave and this takes so much courage. This is not easy. It truly feels so lonely and scary especially when the want to be a mother is so deep in your heart. I have gone through the same emotional journey and there truly is a plan but I wish you all the best on your journey to parenthood as I hope for myself. Stay strong and keep your faith always even during those dark moments. Thank you again for sharing. You aren’t alone and it helps to know neither am I.

    33. Louise Done

      🙌❤❤❤❤ such a beautiful soul! Xxxxxxxx

    34. johanna linares

      Just the same way God blesses Hannah with a son he can do the same with you! Believe desi we love you 💖

    35. Angel Phan

      I'm an ultrasound tech & this really touches me.. A lot of mamas come in with miscarriages and I always try to be the most support person that I can for them. It's such a vulnerable time for the moms. I always try them to help with cleaning up after the exams & bring them warm blankets, water, whatever helps ease them a little. It's a difficult subject but it happens more than people talk about. This is such a needed video Desi

      1. Erica Morales

        Angel Phan it’s a beautiful thing that you’re doing for these women. I have to say, the support I got from my doctor, the nurses, the doctor and his assistants when I did the HSG, all the people aware of my loss really made me feel safe and supported. It’s important. ❤️

    36. Marina

      ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    37. Cassandra Gonzalez

      I keep coming back to this video for motivation... but my husband & I are currently trying to get pregnant and it’s not happening. It’s hard for me to pretend to be happy when it’s literally all I think about. Thank you for being so open about this, Desi!

    38. alyssa delatorre

      You said in this video you hope that this video will help people. Today i went to a doctors appointment after finding out i was pregnant about a month ago. I went into the appointment with nerves but high hopes. Went into my ultrasound and new instantly that things did not look right. The ultra sound tech said, " hold on i need to figure out whats going on here." It took her a while but i already knew what they were going to say. This is the third time i have misscarried. So many emotions and thoughts take over at this point...but today i felt numb. J think even the Doctors were expecting much more. I left the hospital and it hit me...i could not bring myself to return to work. I came home and did not know what to do with myself. So i did what i always used to do....decided to turn on yourtube and watch tutorials. Already being a big fan i decided to check out your page and see what new content you had. This was the video that popped up first. I am glad you posted it. I would never wish this on you, and i will keep you in my prayers. I am very thankful however that you posted this....so many of us feel the sting that you feel when we hear those comments and identify with the fwelings you feel. I would never have the bravery to discuss what ive gone through and to do it on such a public platform is admirable. Thank you so much for sharing yourself with the world!

    39. Alessandra DiMaggio

      im am so supporting you in everything you do

    40. Victoria Jean

      💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

    41. Lauren Hoyle

      Desi you are such a strong and beautiful person and you constantly bring others so much joy, it is so hard to see you hurting like this. Just know that we appreciate how brave you were in sharing these feelings with us and making this video. I believe that you and Steven are destined to be amazing parents and I can’t wait to see your family grow. Sending so much love, positive thoughts and prayers your way 💜

    42. Julie Pinedo

      Thank you so much for being brave and making this video. I’m praying for you and Steven to get pregnant at the perfect time. God’s plans are always better than ours and the most powerful thing you can do is to believe his promises. He’s the one who placed our desires in us , so he made you with the desire of having a family and I believe he wouldn’t do that if he wasn’t going to fulfill that desire. I’ve always wanted to be a mom and have a family too, SO strongly. Ive also always had the fear that maybe I couldn’t get pregnant. I just got married a couple months ago and we want to start a family, but a part of me is scared to REALLY try and plan and put effort, because what if? My mom had a miscarriage before me, like you said it’s so common, but no one deserves to go through that. Your story really touched me and I just wanted to say thank you for being real Desi ❤️

    43. Daniela Vassallo

      I send you all my positive energy and a big big hug honey. I love you 💖💖💖💖🙏🌟🤞

    44. MC .Woodall

      Sending love always.

    45. Duchess Liz

      My aunt tried for ten years to get have a baby because she kept miscarrying. She had five miscarriages. Then she finally had a healthy baby boy. A year later she had a healthy baby girl. A few years after that she had another healthy baby boy. And two years ago she had another healthy baby boy. She's 42 now. She was 30 when her eldest was born. Sometimes we struggle to start a family. We suffer loss. And heartbreak. And my heart goes to all those out there that have to go through such a rough time. I hope that, like my aunt, it happens for you.

    46. True Beauty Ashley

      Your so amazing! Keep your faith strong! I had 4 miscarriages and have two beautiful girls! You should look into a herb called dong qui it helped me i swear by it .. also more progesterone helps too! But everyone is different I wish you the best babe ! 💕🙏🏼

    47. Ana Caicedo Macia

      You poor thing! I am so sorry you are having to go through this. Sending you guys so much love

    48. Pain Sucks

      I haven’t even finished watching this yet but I just have to say you are such a strong women. I know that doesn’t help you but lord, the people you have just helped maybe even saved at your own expense is impossible to gage at this point. You truly are courageous. You have all my love and support.

    49. Andrea

      I am by no means a fan. BUT. My heart goes out to you. I can’t imagine going through something like this. I got pregnant at 19 by total surprise after a one night thing.. and I realize I’ve taken that for granted. If you feel you’re meant to be a mom. You will be. One way or another. Praying for you, sending a virtual hug your way.

    50. Tony Ranko

      Gods gonna get you though it what ever problem u have give it to God and he’ll work them out cuz I seen him do it may the lord put peace on yous keep the faith